I am one of those difficult people. I feel things deeply and I overthink everything. I talk a lot and in my mind everything leads to everything else. I exhaust people. I love hard and my relationships can get intense and dysfuntional. I’m moody too. One minute I am happy and joking, the next my feelings are hurt and I am embarassed and angry. I love to laugh and I often take jokes too far. I’m not good at knowing when enough is enough and I can be irritating. More than anything I want to be seen. I want people to look at me and see who I am….


Day 954: Seriously not enough hours in the day

martadoes365 is an ongoing daily project that consists of making one piece of design for 1000 days

Straight White Boy Problem #461


When you lose your airsoft pellets during an airsoft war and your mom won’t buy you more because she thinks airsoft guns are a bad influence but your dad buys you a whole new container to create conflict with your mom and keep the relationship spicy

This is whats going on with me. If we were having coffee I would very much want to hear how you were doing too. Let me know in the comments and until next time, good vibes everyone.

One of my favorites!

I read a lot. Throughout the week I browse blog post after blog post reading amazing stories and learning new things. I wanted to start sharing with all of you the great posts I read because, well, they are amazing. They can be sad, or funny, or surprising, and they have all inspired me in some way. Here are a few from this week….


"Prove a Point to My Parents"

Reblog this if you think reblogging this won’t prove a point to my parents. I’m trying to prove a point to my parents.

“'This must be Thursday,' said Arthur to himself, sinking low over his beer. 'I never could get the hang of Thursdays'”
— Douglas Adams, The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy